原來我還放不下86

雖然你欠我很多，
但是我還是不知覺地對你死心塌地......

86團啊！我還以爲對你的感情會漸漸的淡化，
不過跟寳筠聊了一下，
才發現熱忱還從不消減過......

我還是講了那麽多，
明明說要放手讓你們自己發展，
讓你們自己成熟，
其實放手哪有說得那麽容易？

知道你們要籌備義賣會工作，
我就不斷地問情況，
不斷地說要注意的地方，
連我自己都覺得自己很煩......

希望你們不嫌我囉嗦，
我只是不忍心，
我不是要霸權或獨裁，
只是覺得我不強硬的話很難變革那蔓延已久的不良文化。

在86裏面的六年熏陶，
不能不說我沒改變。
童軍的魔力對我來説簡直逃不脫。
無論什麽情況，我都刻上了“童軍”的字眼四處跑。
在團内的付出說多不多，
其實並沒有什麽大件事，
與其說我把團改變了，
倒不如說團把我給改變了。
把我變得更堅強。

不希望你們完全體會我之前的用意，
只希望你們覺得比以前過得舒服多了。
我挨子彈也挨夠了，
真不希望會到你們身上。

86，你曾經給我的，
我還不了，只可以留在那裏把它傳下去......
可能很多人說我傻，
不過他人笑我太瘋癲，我笑他人看不穿。
我求的不是什麽，
只是我享受那感覺，
不想計較什麽。

不懂你們知不知道，
我有的原則很簡單。

Scouting is simple and so do living a life,
live life simple and live forever a scout.

我不求高高在上，
只要好好享受那份“童”了，
而我希望把它帶給你們相同的感覺。
請緊記童軍守則與格言。
童軍其實很簡單，只要你去享受。

這感覺正如這首歌：
You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins

come, stop your crying, it will be all right
just take my hand, hold it tight
i will protect you from, all around you
i will be here, don't you cry
for one so small, you seem so strong
my arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
this bond between us, can't be broken
i will be here, don't you cry
cause you'll be in my heart
yes, you'll be in my heart
from this day on
now and forever more
you'll be in my heart
no matter what they say
you'll be here in my heart
always
why can't they understand the way we feel?
they just don't trust, what they can't explain
i know we're different but, deep inside us
we're not that different at all
and you'll be in my heart
yes, you'll be in my heart
from this day on,
now and forever more
don't listen to them
cause what do they know?
we need each other, to have to hold
they'll see in time
i know
when destiny calls you, you must be strong
i may not be with you, but you've got to hold on
they'll see in time
i know
we'll show them together
cause you'll be in my heart
believe me, you'll be in my heart
i'be there from this day on
now and forever more
oh ,you＇ll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
no matter what they say
i'll be with you be here in my heart( i'll be there always )
always
i'll be with you
i'll be there for you, always
always and always
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
i'll be there, always

不願離開的86團員

錦豪 筆

07/11/2008